Kamis, 04 Juni 2009

planning for another baby ?? hehehe...

two days ago... i start to considering about planning having another baby.. ^__^
which is already purposes by my hubby since two months ago !! hahaha...
dunno what start to coming inside my mind... but i think... i already ready for another baby.. !!
honestly, the background reasons is this :
1. i want to sleep all day long again at my room without need to go down to maintain the shop downsthere..* because when i'm pregnant.. they give me an exceptions, so i can do whatever i wants !!*
2. i think about having a new house that own by ourself, *dis only can happen if we already have 2 kids or more,..coz...it is puts no more comments from everyone to keep us stay at this house-shop...with every single reasons..*
3. and maybeee.... after giving birth the second child... i can be a full time mother and housewife..*not working anymooreee at the shop*i know..sounds silly...coz here at the shop, i can have income like blind money from it,and still can take care my children at one time..but for me...it is not worth enough to buy my freedom for life that i want..*

is it to crazy, selfish and fool??? to thinking like that way as the reasons for having a second child?
coz...deep inside my heart n mind..i still dunno wheather im ready for it or not...

GOD please guide my way...so i can decide which one is the best way for me...
hmm...this month we are going to see doctor Andrew again... my hubby said, he want to planning carefully for having a baby boy for the 2nd child...hehehe...

LET's SEEEEEEEE lor....


bye bye.... ^___^

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